These are the experiences which started my path to
    truth and those which have graced my life over the
    last 16 years.  

    I have spent the greatest part of my life in medicine
    and surrounded by anatomical wonders, yet it took
    my experience in December of 1994 to truly show
    me the magnificent wonder of what our physical
    bodies mean spiritually and cosmically.  














    THREE MAGICAL EXPERIENCES


    To introduce myself, I moved to Montana in October of 1993 and
    in December of 1994 I had an experience which completely altered
    all of my previously held metaphysical concepts about life. I have
    authored several reference books for medical transcription and a
    computer teaching program for medical transcription.

    As the former owner of a medical transcription company and a
    medical transcription school, my scientific background helped me
    to ask the questions which we have wanted answered for so long,
    and it is this scientific background which has made my
    understanding of the human body an important part of this
    spiritual work.

    My personal walk had been experienced through metaphysical eyes
    from three years of age, when a personal health crisis led my
    mother to a nontraditional healer. This healer was the magnificent
    being whom I lovingly called my guru.  She patiently healed my body
    and lovingly encouraged my spiritual curiosity.  Her teachings and
    the metaphysical books she encouraged me to read were the
    substance on which I cut my spiritual teeth, so to speak.

    Under the tutelage of this wonderful soul, I was privileged to meet
    the UFO experts, such as, George Van Tassel, George Adamski, and
    George Williamson, as well as many other guests who were
    introduced through meetings which were held in her home. My
    experiences with extraterrestrials go back to the age of five, when
    I used to go outside in her yard and play with the angel hair which
    would be found on all the bushes around her house. This magical
    angel hair (as we called it) would appear after she was visited by
    extraterrestrials and would disappear the moment it was touched
    by human hands. As you can see, this was not your normal
    childhood.

    I was probably placed within this atmosphere because I came into
    this world with a hunger in my heart to EXPERIENCE GOD ~.ALL
    THAT IS.  By nine years of age, I was intent on understanding all
    religions and their basic teachings. I made it my quest each Sunday
    morning to walk to just about every church within our little
    community by myself. I would sit through Sunday school and the
    church services entirely by myself and try to understand with a nine
    year old mind what was being taught.  By the time I had attended
    many different churches, including Catholic, Baptist, Methodist,
    Presbyterian, Pentecostal and even the Jewish synagogue, I had
    come to a personal philosophy which seemed to serve me through
    all the ups and downs which have blessed and shaken my personal
    world until this present time.




CONCLUSION

    These were the first three experiences which I was privileged to be
    given and I would like to encourage you to read the experience with
    THE CHRIST which is also within this website.

    My modus operandi has always been to cut through the clutter and
    eliminate all that is not necessary.   I would like to summarize the
    heart of the spiritual truth below and how you can gain access to
    THE MIND OF GOD ~ ALL THAT IS.

    1.  Find the ISNESS, move away from any judgment whatsoever.
    This acts to cleanse the aura and once you have eliminated the
    judgments from your aura, you walk into a powerful attitude of
    NEUTRALITY. Just like I declined the judgment that I HAD A
    DARK SIDE, because I instinctively knew that I had walked away
    from that and was now vibrating to a state of NEUTRALITY or
    ISNESS.

    2.  Once this NEUTRAL ATTITUDE has been fully magnetized in
    your body, you move into a STATE OF JOY. Once you gain the
    STATE OF JOY, you are the catalyst which will take you further.
    You must ask the CREATOR ~ ALL THAT IS to reconnect you
    back to ALL THAT YOU ARE.

    3.  The mechanism is such that the energy in the base of the
    spine then starts to rise (white energy to the area of the solar
    plexus) to the decisional point which is the solar plexus area.
    This is the point at which you must ask to be reconnected back
    to ALL THAT YOU ARE.  You then will allow this white energy to
    be converted to golden energy which rises quickly to the area of
    the heart, where it arcs over and reconnects the mechanism in
    the heart, at which point you soar to a reunion with the
    CREATOR.


    The above is the essence of every spiritual truth you can find in the
    world.  It is the truth of Buddhism, it is the truth of the bible, it is
    the truth of the early Egyptians, it is the truth of Stonehenge and
    much, much more. We have become lost in the words within every
    conveyed truth and, thus, we have warring religions which don't see
    eye to eye with each other. No matter what language you put it in,
    no matter what words you use, the TRUTH OF OBTAINING YOUR
    LIBERATION and YOUR REUNION WITH GOD is as stated simply
    above.

    You can meditate, you can use crystals, you can use magic, mantras
    or any other thing, but the simple truth of gaining access to GOD is
    through moving into ISNESS/NEUTRALITY and then allowing the
    electrical energy in the spine to move upwards to the heart,
    reconnecting you back to your TRUTH.  You then walk on this earth
    carrying on a TWO-WAY CONVERSATION with GOD. No longer is
    prayer the only alternative, where you only are doing the talking,
    you now can HEAR GOD'S ANSWER.


    The center of the circle where GOD RESIDES is omnipotent
    and expansive. Everything else (channeled Pleiadeans,
    channeled words of Ramtha, channeled Arcturians,
    channeled Michael, and myriad other channels) is placed
    somewhere outside of the CENTER OF THE CIRCLE WHERE
    GOD RESIDES.

    If you want the answers you receive to be from the
    CREATOR, instead of a fractionated part of GOD, then you
    must make the effort to meet THE CREATOR in the center of
    the circle of truth. You now have the TRUTH of how to do
    that.  

    To better explain what I mean here, GOD IS EVERYTHING.  If
    you are (or anything or anyone else) is functioning outside
    of that GOD IS EVERYTHING REALM, then you are divided or
    broken away from GOD.  The only TRUE VOICE is GOD'S
    VOICE which you have inside of you, after the connection in
    the heart has been made.  

    GOD knows you intimately and, as such, knows the words to
    speak to YOU at exactly the right time.  Listen only to the
    words of GOD who embraces and loves you through each of
    your heartbeats.  





    EXPERIENCE NUMBER THREE


    This is an important part of this work because it is our sexuality
    which keeps us trapped in our own bodies. Prior to the seven day
    period of my experience, I had many judgments about homosexual
    love and sexuality. Well, because judgment cannot be contained
    within a BODY OF LIGHT, I was given a vision of the homosexual
    movement and what its TRUTH is working to accomplish. I would
    like to share this with you because it is of prime importance and
    because my prior shameful judgments haunt me to this very day.

    In my vision, I was taken to a place of great beauty, a pristine arena
    of white columns which resembled the Roman amphitheaters. Within
    this arena, there was a magnificent gathering of many thousands of
    glowing souls who were intently focused on a BEING OF GREAT
    LIGHT in the center of this pearlescent stadium. Around the
    periphery of the arena, I was aware of a silent GOLDEN ARMY of
    brilliant winged beings.

    The luminous being who was addressing this gathering of souls was
    sending out a golden energy which was web-like and which was
    moving out and around each soul that was within this arena. This
    GOLDEN ENERGY WEB was vibrating with a tremendous amount of
    love.

    At this point, I really didn't know the significance of this vision. I
    was intently focusing on every visual detail I could because I
    somehow knew that this was going to be an important event. As I
    was watching the GOLDEN WEBBING vibrate, I became fascinated
    with the colors and feelings which were surrounding this event. At
    this point, I began to hear what was being communicated to these
    gathered souls. They were being asked to mass incarnate to the
    planet earth in a group which would carry a tremendously
    responsible spiritual mission. This mission was to stand in the
    opposite polarity, as a group, on the planet earth as a homosexual
    movement. This spiritual mission was for the purpose of taking
    human beings one step further to their spiritual goal of androgyny
    by providing a basis for the greatest imbalance. The mission was
    being clearly proposed to this group of souls as a chance for them
    to be a part of the spiritual uplifting of planet earth.

    By placing themselves out of what has become known as the
    accepted norm, they would be living a life of sacrifice, much as did
    Jesus Christ. They would gain great spiritual rewards for their
    sacrifice and would suffer much while in embodiment. All of this was
    being conveyed to this AUDIENCE OF SOULS in an atmosphere of
    tremendous love and respect.  I was privileged to see these
    LIGHTED SOULS respond in the affirmative to the group migration
    and I wept at the sacrifice that they were making for the rest of
    humanity.

    When this gathering started to leave the amphitheater, a GOLDEN-
    WINGED BEING came forward and grabbed me by the hand. The
    other hand pointed in the distance and just like a television
    monitor, I saw vision after vision of these brave souls dying of AIDS.
    I cried and the GOLDEN-WINGED BEING showed me the cause of
    AIDS was the judgments of the opposite polarity against this
    SPIRITUAL GROUP OF SOULS who had dared to set themselves up
    opposite the heterosexual community. The energy of the stinging
    words would penetrate the aura and allow this virus of judgment to
    enter. The beautiful souls who had sacrificed themselves were not
    powerful enough to understand that it was also their own judgments
    which would not allow them to overcome this viral invader.

    My tears have continued since that time for the brave sacrifice
    which was made by a wondrously lighted group of souls. We would
    never hate each other again if we were allowed to see each other in
    the beauty of our SOUL LIGHT.





EXPERIENCE NUMBER TWO

It was during my personal experience with the GOD MIND or DIVINE
INTELLIGENCE that I was exposed to the energy pattern of words. It
was after this experience that the true understanding and knowledge of
the importance of our chosen words was impressed upon me.

The three days following my spiritual dance with the planets and stars
was a time of immense absorption of all that had been experienced as
well as the continuing and on-going absorption which has brought new
understanding. The second night after the first experience, I was again
taken to a place of learning, much like a crystal cathedral. This place
seemed very familiar to me, as if I had been there before and, in fact, I
had the feeling that I used to work there.

This crystal cathedral was alive with colors and harmonies which were
constantly enveloping, spiraling and circulating around each other. The
melodious currents rebounded off of all the surfaces and the prisms of
light were beaming around and off of two beings who were intently
working in this rainbow-like crystal cathedral, As these two beings
became aware that I was there they began to speak; however no sound
came out of their mouths, only symbols, The symbols were being thrust
out of their mouths and were being carried off in circular waves of pure
energy.

I was suddenly taken higher within this dimension and saw the circular
waves and symbols suddenly within a place of neutrality. This was
curious, but what happened next has forever transformed my concept of
language and how it affects us. These symbols were resident within
circular waves which seemed to be searching for a corresponding energy
pattern and, before my eyes, out of the nothingness of space came an
exact duplicate of the symbol and this suddenly became the manifest
image of the symbol.

    Please try to understand this concept because it is very
    important. The symbols would appear in the neutrality
    before me and they would magnetize the exact duplicate and
    when that would happen the object or thing would
    materialize. The power of the spoken word was being shown
    to me in a way in which I would never again doubt the
    inherent power of the word and subsequent manifestation.

    Certain symbols were dancing in the space around me which were
    placed there for me to study.  As I watched the words and symbols
    being displayed I was made aware that words and symbols have
    intergalactic significance. This is the language which is used to
    communicate intergalactically and from spirit to spirit. This is the
    LANGUAGE OF LIGHT, a language of symbols.  These symbols are
    played through our bodies and the understanding then delivers a
    dialogue. This is what the crop circles have been trying to convey to
    an awakening world.

    The reason these symbols must be played through our bodies is that
    we have within us the TRUTH of the macrocosm.  

    Everything which must be understood about GOD and
    the UNIVERSE is contained within our bodies.




EXPERIENCE NUMBER ONE



    During December of 1994, 1 had a brief respite from my authoring
    duties for a medical publisher. With this newfound free time, after
    over a year of authoring on this intense medical project, I started
    attending some of the gatherings of the like-minded spiritual
    friends within my local community. On one particular evening, there
    were about six of us gathered in my home for the purpose of toning.
    We were enjoying the food on the buffet table and the hot apple
    cider and were conversing in a very relaxed manner. Somehow, the
    conversation turned to something I had said and a mention was
    made about my dark side. I vehemently stated that I didn't have a
    dark side but, of course, I was told that everyone has a dark side.

    I can't even begin to adequately explain to you what was going on
    inside of me because of this remark. I almost felt ill inside because
    of this reference being made to my dark side and I felt like I had
    been dropped into a well of darkness. Somewhere deep inside of
    me, I KNEW that this was not true. The more I thought about this
    statement, the more I KNEW that this was not true. I have never felt
    anything so deeply and believe me when I tell you that this wasn't
    just denial. It was an ABSOLUTE KNOWING. A KNOWING beyond
    human comprehension. This KNOWING had a deep tone and it
    vibrated within every cell of my body.

    Three days before the winter solstice, I walked down to the river at
    the end of my property and sat there enjoying the beauty which
    surrounded me. I was watching the floating clouds and seeing the
    faces which would appear and then disappear. I was very aware of
    the sounds of the birds and the ducks floating by on the river. The
    sound of the river seemed to penetrate deeper within me than I had
    ever noticed before and it seemed to expand and contract. The
    beauty which filled my eyes and ears was uplifting and expanding.

    I felt moved to shout to the river ~I DON'T HAVE A DARK SIDE ~
    THE FATHER AND I ARE ONE!

    Almost immediately upon speaking this aloud, the most profound
    sense of JOY encompassed me.  As I sat there drinking in the beauty
    of my surroundings and the JOY which was enveloping me, I had the
    strangest feeling that I was ALL OF THIS and it was merely
    responding to something within me.

    Following this episode by the river, I continued to feel increasing
    JOY on a daily basis. I was beginning to KNOW things in a way that I
    had never known before. This JOYFUL STATE increased over a period
    of three days. During these three days, I was aware of a tingling in
    my spine which went from the base of my spine all the way to the
    top of my head. This tingling seemed to be anticipatory, like a great
    surprise was about to be revealed and it was very pleasant. I also
    had a humming in my ears which seemed to expand and contract.

    On the fourth day of this JOYFUL STATE, the winter solstice, I went
    outside about 10:00 PM to observe the stars and to pray. I was
    silently praying and praising GOD, when I shouted out loud ~ THE
    FATHER AND I ARE ONE.  I had no sooner spoken this phrase when I
    was taken out of my body and I found myself floating in space. For a
    moment, I just looked around and then the JOY that I had been
    feeling expanded and was so overwhelming that I began turning
    somersaults in space. I could see my house below, but there was no
    attachment to the house or anything else at this point.

    I became increasingly aware of an orderly hum, much like an
    expanding and contracting, but set to a music which was unlike
    anything I had ever heard before.  It was like it was being played
    through my body and with each expansion note, I was being
    expanded beyond myself. The more I was expanded the more I was
    able to encompass in my sight. I could see the planets in their
    orderly placement around the earth and if I consciously thought on
    one of the planets, I was instantaneously taken to that planet.  I
    could circle the planet, but I didn't feel compelled to land on any of
    these planets. It was the order of these planets and their shapes
    that I was being compelled to observe.

    I was giddy with the feeling of freedom that I was experiencing.  The
    colors displayed throughout this orderly circular universe were
    electric, pulsatile and had a depth which we cannot perceive with
    our human eyes.  

    I spent some time traveling to each planet that I thought
    upon. From this expanded perspective, I thought to myself, I
    wonder what that music is I'm hearing?

    The answer was immediate and the KNOWING was totally
    within myself. The KNOWING ANSWER contained a depth of
    understanding beyond anything that words could convey.

    The answer was KNOWN that the music was the music of the
    spheres in harmony with each other.


    After the harmony of the spheres was placed within my KNOWING, I
    was given access to the MIND OF GOD ~ ALL THAT IS.  I knew that
    this was where I was placed because the molecules of my body had
    expanded to the point that I WAS EVERYTHING.  I asked as many
    questions as I could and as fast as I could because I didn't want to
    leave this wonderful place and feeling.

    The answers were given and placed within my KNOWING in
    an expanded way which is difficult to explain, but it was as if
    the ANSWER WAS PLAYING THROUGH MY BODY by a musical
    instrument which recorded the color, energy pattern and
    tone of the answer.


    I suddenly became aware that I was surrounded by twelve robed
    figures whose presence produced an immense JOY. They chanted
    something which had no meaning to me and then joined hands. One
    from the twelve came forward and made a sweeping motion over my
    forehead. I immediately saw light flowing from my forehead in the
    space around me. This light flowed from my forehead in a manner
    which reminded me of a miner's headlamp because any direction in
    which I looked, the light was directed there also. The figure in front
    of me then brought a hand towards my forehead and placed a
    symbol there. I just seemed to know that it was a symbol without
    being told and when I thought to myself, I wonder what the symbol
    is, it immediately appeared in the space around me.
Since this symbol was strange looking and really meant nothing to me, I
asked what it meant. Without a word being spoken, the meaning of the
symbol was placed within my KNOWING in a manner which involved
responsibility. This was a feeling that was something like an
earth-shaking responsibility. The minute I saw the symbol and the
meaning was placed within my KNOWING, the responsibility for this
understanding was placed upon my heart.

The twelve figures started to float away and they were chanting as they
disappeared. I suddenly felt very alone and immediately upon that
thought, I was flooded with a circular wave of extreme JOY.

As this point, I just seemed to KNOW that whatever I asked of the
universe I would have an immediate answer. I seemed to KNOW many
things without even asking and after much exploration into what was
previously UNKNOWN, I opened my eyes and found myself sitting where I
had been before and feeling somewhat disoriented. My body was
tingling and I felt more alive than I ever have before. I had the feeling
that I was melting into whatever I looked at and the symbiosis of life
was evident no matter where I looked. I felt fluid, energized and
expanded.

The three days following the winter solstice are beyond description, I
read every book I could get my hands on and I suddenly had an
understanding which I didn't have before. Words started to have new
meanings and I was starting to get symbols which went with the words.
I understood the works of other authors and channels with more clarity
and everything which I came back KNOWING was contained in each of
these books.......I had just never seen it so clearly or understood it so
correctly before.

A book on crop circles came into my possession and as I looked at the
symbols displayed there, I KNEW what they meant, This was incredible
because I didn't really know how I knew, I JUST KNEW, I was fluid and
alive within the MIND OF GOD ~ ALL THAT IS, I felt as if my body were
becoming lighter and lighter, seemingly as if reconstructed of some
other material which would better suit me.  I continued to put
questions to the SOURCE and the answers were amazingly simple and
explicit. The concept of universal brotherhood was understood beyond
words, The UNIVERSAL GRAND DESIGN is ever present in my KNOWING
and the trivial and mundane don't impress me or have power over me
anymore.